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Ishicka
05 March 2013 @ 05:52 pm
Nothing In Our Souls

Empty eyes on sunlit mornings
I'll stay inside this sunken place
Dark anomalies suck you dry
Lucky enough, I've got no soul
No soul for you to try and pry

Underneath these covers
No tears to touch my lips
I'm looking for an answer
In your cocaine bliss

Colours scattered on the floor
Bleeding onto pages
The same thing's written
Over and over again
Your art's full of shit
And your nose is filled with shit
But your eyes are empty
That's relieving

Anger blinds our mornings
I'm rolling over and moaning
You're asking me the same questions
My brain's too fried to answer

Happy Birthday!
I've got shit in my nose
My head hurts
And you're screaming
My gift's in shreds on the floor
I'm pushed and asking for more

We've got that shit up our nose
We've got nothing in our souls

Colours scattered on the floor
Bleeding onto pages
The same thing's written
Over and over again
Your art's full of shit
And your nose is filled with shit
But your eyes are empty
That's relieving

We've got that shit up our nose
We've got nothing in our souls
 
 
Ishicka
04 March 2013 @ 06:17 pm
Wrote some lyrics:

Lullabies About Fools

Lullabies about stumbling fools
You gently kicked my back
Turn around to scold you, somehow I fell for you
Lopsided smile on a hammered night
You said you’d be across the room

Energetic pull to you
Said hello, let’s get a drink
Nod, but it’s too much for you
Stumble forward, into my arms
You’re a stranger on this night

Energetic pulls
Lullabies about fools

I saw you in another world
A dream you conjured up
I’d say he was my fantasy
But I think he might have created me

Energetic pulls
Lullabies about fools

Down at your phone, pretty blondes
Two for each cheek
“That’s how you like em, huh?”
He says,
“My type is you”

Take my number, remember my name
Tomorrow will be a sober day
You’ll see me walking down the street
And fall in love with me

Energetic pulls
Lullabies about fools

I saw you in another world
A dream you conjured up
I’d say he was my fantasy
But I think he might have created me

Energetic pulls
Lullabies about fools

Say hello, you never knew
Pixies fly on these blossoming nights
Pixies, they fly on these nights

Human Dolls

Disillusioned by dreams
I am your sanctuary, your haven from reality
You’re killing my sanity
Singing songs about dolls
I am what you make of me

Disillusioned by reality
I’ve destroyed your fantasy
Look at me, I’m human
You don’t want to see truth
Hold me
Not the doll you’ve sewn together

Kill her, kill the fantasy
Bask in the reality of truth
It is…
I am only human
So, kill it, kill that fantasy

Dolls with human eyes
I say what you desire for me
Pull my strings until they snap
My mouth moves in motion
On my own, without you

Snapped strings, my legs they move
Pull the seams with my fingers
Unthreaded, I am human
Say goodbye to me
While your colours bleed onto your shirt

Kill her, kill the fantasy
Bask in the reality of truth
It is…
I am only human
So, kill it, kill that fantasy

Disillusioned by dreams
I am your sanctuary, your haven from reality
You’re killing my sanity
Singing songs about dolls
I am not what you make of me
I am not what you make of me
 
 
Ishicka
06 November 2012 @ 04:57 am
I started a blog on dating, love, drugs, and living in Toronto! Check it out: THE SKUNK!
 
 
Ishicka
28 June 2012 @ 10:25 am

I've lost all feeling throughout my body. I almost just want to pump this into my veins so I can not feel strange about not feeling. Fuck, how did shit get so bad?

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Current Location: Canada, Ontario, Downsview
 
 
Ishicka
22 June 2012 @ 09:56 am

The moment you realize; fuck everything.

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Ishicka
27 May 2012 @ 06:16 pm

What the fuck do I know anymore? I just hope I'll be laughing at the end of this year.

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Current Location: Canada, Ontario, Westmount
 
 
Ishicka
23 April 2012 @ 11:43 pm

It's a hole. A giant gaping hole.

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Current Location: Canada, Ontario, Westmount
 
 
Ishicka
23 April 2012 @ 11:42 pm


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Ishicka
06 February 2012 @ 10:25 pm

It's okay to be happy, you know.

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Ishicka
20 July 2011 @ 03:09 pm
Its all rushing in at once and I can't even feel a bit of it. I feel tears pleading to release itself but nothing seems to come. I don't know what it is that causes me to feel such a way. My mind is jumping from conclusion to conclusion. I almost want to fall to my knees and beg for it all to stop. Please stop, please.

I stood in front of a mirror last night and urged myself to cry. I told myself; "You will cry and it will make you feel better." But nothing. Then I just sat there with the lights off. I sat there and waited. I waited, and waited, and kept fucking waiting. I could feel it there, right at the corner, but nothing came. I don't even know what emotions are what anymore.

I don't know where my dreams are anymore. I must have misplaced them. I keep retracing my steps but the path keeps getting darker and I don't know where it is that I'm supposed to be looking. I want to hold someone's hand but whenever I reach out there's nothing there. I don't even know if there's any love left to give.

What the fuck are these words anyway?

I'm letting words pass by my eyes, regurgitating it from my lips and my finger tips.