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07 July 2013 @ 12:12 pm

I realized yesterday that I was fooling myself when I thought it could go somewhere. I need to detach myself of my feelings for him. What's the point in yearning for something that won't be and why should I wait around for someone to find themselves when I know that I'm ready for more than the evening meet up and sexual release. I want more substance and less sex.

I want to be treated like a lady, a lady that deserves more than just the view of your bedroom. A lady that deserves more than a break from your loneliness. I have more to offer than this...

bennybunny on July 7th, 2013 05:40 pm (UTC)
Your present world view seems entirely sensible, and in our short time together, I am inclined to believe you are certainly deserving of the chase.

Good luck. You are smarter than I because it sounds like you have grasped that above all currencies the world puts into our paws, time is perhaps the richest and most crucial and when you're ready, you're ready and it's no good waiting for the sheep in the field that can't hear the dog bark.
Ishickaaesthesises on July 7th, 2013 07:58 pm (UTC)
Thank you, the sentiment is greatly appreciated. And you're right. I've learned a lot about myself these last few years. There was a time when I knew that I wasn't ready but now, with sentiments and feelings made clear and lacking in reciprocation I realized I only became a tool that remedied times of loneliness. I know that I need to move on from these stagnant relationships that revolve around sex and selfishness.
jncassideyjncassidey on July 8th, 2013 02:40 am (UTC)
I'm here if you need someone to talk to.
Ishickaaesthesises on July 8th, 2013 11:31 pm (UTC)
Thank you. :)
la.photoistephotoiste on July 8th, 2013 07:13 pm (UTC)
hey girl, you literally live like half an hour from me. If you ever want to talk or just grab a coffee or go for a walk or something, let me know.
Ishickaaesthesises on July 9th, 2013 02:41 pm (UTC)
No way! We totally should! :D